my mom banned me from deviant art, because of questionable content. i dont care. oh well, i love this place.
i totally started a new story, theres pieces of it all over my room and what not. i hope it turns out good. well ill put it up when i have more time.. goodbye.

okay... so i havent been on in ages, right? okay, well, i think im going to discontinue defeated from deviant art after i get this last part up.
im sure most of you wont care, i'm just letting you know, because its getting really long.. and i actually like this one. its going somewhere, for once. But yeah, just letting yall know. later.

The honest and emotion survey

1. Honestly, what color is your shirt right now?
Black

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
getting home

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Typing this journal

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
No

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
no

6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
no

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Yes.

8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Being with the ninja.

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
nope

10. Honestly, do you pick your nose?
No

11. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
Yes

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Yes.

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
Sorta

14. Honestly, are you loyal?
Yes.

15. Honestly, who would you wanna be right now?
Myself

16. Honestly, does anyone like you?
Yes

17. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
I should hope so.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY


*Anger Section*

1.What do you do when you are mad?
listen to linkin park. or walk around

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
i kicked a 3 foot hole into the wall....where it was kindly unfixiable. WHOOPS

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
I think?

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
YES.


*CRYING SECTION*

1. .....Question 1 Murder Unsolved O.o ?
WTF

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes

5. What usually makes you cry?
I dunno.

*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
Kinda

2. What can make you happy?
My friends and Jon. Sometimes my family.

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Yup

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. Do you believe in yourself?
Not really.

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty
I say thanks.

3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly?
Kinda. yeah.

Okay, yay me. I got up part 6. Before i left. Oh i am good. It a bit longer, form wise but you can read through it pretty quick because theres alot of dialouge. Enjoy.

Hello. Part 5 is up. Yay me. it's short and doesnt have any major drama in it at all. part 6 imma try and get up before i leave north carolina. yeah...well.. okay. bye.